EPISODE SIX: GRADUATE FEELS
In this episode, we take a look at the other option: going back home after study abroad. Anushya replays her experiences in the classroom and together we unravel and try to uncover some of the tendencies and behaviour that surface when you find yourself in a foreign land. The nature of freelancer life, linguistic identity and the purpose of grad school for an arts student are some of the topics covered in this episode.
Narrated & Produced by Sandhya Ramachandran
Mixed & Mastered by Navneeth Narasimhan
Music Credits: Flying Pea v.1 by Daddy Scramble, Pollinate - Kirk Pearson, Relinquish - Podington Bear, Humble Pie - Podington Bear, Blue Dot Sessions - Solage, LordDaMercy - Daddy Scrabble, Doctor Turtle - Doctor Talos Answers The Door
(40:10) Sea of Hearts is a song written & performed by singer songwriter Chloe Bean specially for this project. For more of that lovely voice, head over to chloebeanmusic.com.
- 01:06 - Boy am I glad that I waited this long to talk about my experience!
- 02:47 - Anushya currently lives & works in Bangalore. She wants to do more photography despite the very real and unique challenges of freelancing in India include the expectation to work for free, limited spectrum (fashion, wildlife) and the secrecy amongst freelancers.
- 06:17 - When scouting universities for further study in photography in India, a big issue was entrance exams. She found SVA (School of Visual Arts) in New York during a vacation.
- 11:15 - Classroom experience in a foreign university can seem very impersonal. Anushya recalls a funny moment of feeling like a Ms India pageant contestant. I share my constricted state of mind from as a first year grad and how my fear affected learning.
- 19:17 - New York with its freedom, people, and crowds reminded Anushya of Bombay and played a big role in adjustment. The freedom of choice that she now enjoyed, really stood out. Moving to Queens was a game changer and she now began to identify as a person of colour.
- 23:42 - Universities being 'white spaces' had affirmed my subconscious notion that America is white.
- 25:42 - We call out patterns of behaviour observed in some desi + white interactions and Anushya wonders if it's because of this sudden freedom to be whoever we want to be. The reins on identity loosen as the urgency to fit in grows.
- 28:37 - English is a source of pride and all the initial hiccups of being corrected and asked to repeat yourself messed with Anushya's head. I wonder if this is something unique to students who come from countries with a colonial past.
- 31:23 - There's a guilt that stops people from saying what's on their mind. Anushya faced this firsthand when she tried to interview South Asian immigrants in Queens.
- 33:46 - Anushya defines success as being true to her art. Moving back is a trade-in of sorts that involves a lot of unlearning & relearning - definitions of personal space and reacting to stares for example. Personal assimilation is trickier. Self care is the advice for future batches.
- Season Two takes on 2 questions: what does it mean to be American and what does it really take to succeed? Tune into the FB LIVE WEBCAST: Finale on Sunday, Oct 15th.
Anushya is a lens-based artist and communications professional, based in Bangalore. Her work is largely informed by an interest in identity, gender mobility and cross-cultural experiences.